Yesterday, the address book in my phone disappeared.
9 years of accumulated data - gone.just.like.that.
Was it backed up?
Ah, another in a long list of “to-dos” that have not been getting done.
In short, I am too busy, too stretched, too tired, too blah, blah, blah...
I don’t really believe in excuses.
I screwed up. I admit it. My fault. I will do better next time. I will reevaluate and find...
Well at first, I thought the solution was to focus more, work more, hunker down all weekend, try to get ahead, but then I stopped myself.
Okay, Netter stopped me.
Still, I started to take a second look. Maybe there was a better idea.
It starts with a break which fortuitously Netter and I had already scheduled for this weekend, which has a lot to do with why she stopped me. Who wants a stressed out husband on their weekend break right?
Also, time for some sweeping changes on my return...
So at 5:30 today I’m unplugging.
Stop gaping. I mean it.
I’m turning off the notifications. I’m logging out of everything. I’m stepping away from the computer and I’m going to try as hard as I can to stay away from my phone.
Netter tells me I need to learn to say no, to learn my limitations, to learn to give myself a break. “You can’t dwell on what you haven’t done, what you haven’t accomplished,” she says.
And she’s right...
I’m burned out. I’m done. I need to step away. I can’t focus. I can’t sleep. I can’t read more than two sentences in a row, or apparently put more than 3 lines together in a blog post.
This is not the way to move forward.
You can’t change if you don’t do things differently right?
I guess we’ll see what happens...
Have a good weekend!
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