When you gotta write - I guess.

 Conflicted? Confused? Perplexed? What's the word... I don't know... But I have to find out.

So, I'm writing this time purely for me - Up front, I want everyone to know that. I know some people like to read my work so I'm sharing it, but if I'm being honest - I'm doing this, trying this again - for me. 

Just about four years ago my life changed significantly, and I had to shift my focus, change my lifestyle, hell change how people know me...

... and in the last few months I'm finding out that not everyone is okay with that - 

That decisions I've made aren't the ones they wanted me to make... aren't the ones that serve them best? Even if they serve me best?

I don't know...

But I do know that just about every day in my head I have this dialogue going on where I'm trying to figure it out - so I thought I'd share. 

In little bits at a time - 

- So that's all for today. 

Thanks for listening...