Maybe this is why:
I stood up at third base I could see him looking at me and shaking his
head. I had just smashed, (Hey I was 13 I still smashed things.) the
ball into the fence in left field and while I was disappointed it didn’t
go over I was also thrilled with what was probably the best hit of my
scored on the next play and as I walked up to my Dad he said: “Just
think how far it would have gone if it had been a strike.”
He was right though, the ball I hit was pitched almost over my head. As the infamous movie line goes: I like the high ones!
I love my Dad and I don’t blame him for anything about my upbringing,
but my point is I always have greater expectations, It’s taken a long
time for me to learn how to be satisfied, and well, I don’t handle
praise all that well.
The year to date has been a good one. The MJB Foundation has raised almost $7,000 with an event still to come, I’ve lost 42 pounds, (as of this morning), and I learned a couple of weeks ago that I’m to be inducted into my high school’s hall of fame, mostly for my work with the foundation.
Right and left I’m being congratulated and praised. Folks are using words like inspirational, and...
… And I have no idea how to handle this.
wife even wants to have a celebratory get together after the HOF
induction. She created a Facebook event, and made me a host so I can
invite people who are on my friends list, but maybe not on hers.
“Hi, Come celebrate me?”
That just feels wrong. Egotistical, making a big deal out of nothing. To me, it’s just weird.
feel like if I can do what I do, anybody can do what I do, and the
reality is it’s not me. It’s an incredibly supportive family. It’s a
whole team of people. It’s hundreds of supporters. It’s the folks who
inspire me that help me do the things I do. They’re the ones who deserve
told I just need to learn to say thank you and move on, but when people
are heaping this high praise, thank you doesn’t seem like enough. Not
friend once told me that she loves exclamation points because they add
emphasis to what is otherwise ordinary. Okay - let’s give this a try...
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